Few hours before my birthday, thankyouverymuch!

It’s not that I am so happy, giggly, and excited because it’s my birthday. I just don’t feel the same hype I had for my past birthdays. I am not happy today and I’m expecting same thing tomorrow. The days before my birthday are just so emotional, sad, and frustrating.

I wrote an article on my personal notebook which are kinda full of rants about less personal greetings and more generic fb/twitter greetings, the missing flowers, givers, singing friends with the special cake, and the relationship that are weakening through the years.

I am sad today and I’m not looking forward for tomorrow too.

But yes, I am hoping that next year would be better, a great testimony in the making.